Hey Everyone i got a new Xanga...no more of this one! sorry to say! I got bored!

My new one is...

RaInYdAyShUrTtHeMoSt

Its pretty gangster...but im pretty gangster myself! So thats understandable!

hey its chelsea smith writing for brittney faun. if she was typing.. this might be what she would say*

Yo Yo Yo BRAHS! im juust chillin in the hizouse w/ my true d-dawg homie chelsea motha effin smith. ya heard. i be at ghetto boy KYLE TAYLORS house. all you hoes check yo selffff!!!i wish we had cookies and mountain dew. alrighty well gotta go see what to munch and crunch on. peace out yoooo!

<33b-ritt

--EDIT--

Kk this is brittney...its Saturday morning at 8:39 am...and damn is it early...im gettin ready for joeys funeral...i cant get ahold of chelsea for the life of me...we got split up last night...you dont even wanna know...i made sum mistakes last night and mommy n daddy caught me...thanks nico...but he only did it cuz he cares about me and i <3 him for that! Im not in trouble but i need to chill out for a while...

I dont know wat im gonna do today at this funeral...i LOST IT at the viewing...i couldnt stop crying...i kept sayin this is all a joke and thats not him...cuz i mean...it wasnt. That isnt our joey...he doesnt look like that! But then ya think about it and ...it wasnt him...cuz hes up in heaven and that is just what he left behind...but the joey we all know and <3 LOVE<3 is gone and up there...and sadly thats where hes stayin...

To anyone and everyone who got the pleasure of knowing Joey...or josh dustin and ian...You are lucky...we all are...its just God wanted his angels back...he needed em more than we did...cuz EVERYTHING happens for a reason...we may not see the reason now...but one day we will...i promise you that!

In the words of B*kizzle...RiP JoEy IaN dUsTiN jOsH  <3 Everyone who knew you four...will be forever missing a piece of them...i know i am...love you...

The song on my xanga is for the boys...idky it has dale earnhardt on there but hey its the song that matters eh?

my part to Joey is...

Last night i had crazy dream...wish was granted just for me it could be for anything...i didnt ask for money or a mansion in malibu...i simply wished for OnE mOrE dAy WiTh yOu...

One more day one more time one more sunset baby id be satisfied...but then again i know how hard it would be...leave me wishin still for one more day with you...

First thing i do is pray for time to stay...id unplug the telephone turn the tv off...id hold you every second...say a million i love yous...

--end--

Okay so that was most of the song as my favorite part!!

Oh joey...we just...love you...

**1990-2005** OcToBeR 30tH 2005...

On a lighter note...heres stuff about yours truly B-Kizzle

10 firsts.
first boyfriend/girlfriend: Joseph Allen
first best friend: Brittney Cox
first screen name: Britt0830
firstkiss: 6th grade Matt Miller

first piercings: my ears when i was 2
first crush: i have no clue

first music: i dont remember
first car: shit i dont know
first stuffed animal: my winnie the pooh i got BEFORE i was even born

9 lasts.
last cigarette: last night

last alchoholic beverage: last night
lastkiss: last night
last movie seen: i dont remember
last phone call:  nico
last cd played: i have a ipod...no cds for me

last bubble bath: like a week ago
last time you cried: last night...and every night since the crash
last date: dates? who does that?

8 have you evers.
have you ever dated one of your best friends: sure have
have you ever skinny dipped: sure have
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: YES OMG YES
have you ever fallen in love: im in love right now...he just doesnt know it

have you ever lost someone you loved:  ...yes
have you ever been depressed: yes
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: shit that happend to me last night

7 places you've been to.
1. my house

2. chelseas house
3. kyles house
4. nicos house
5. my dads house
6. gingers house
7. and my moms house

6 things you've done today.
1. Woke up
2. shower

3. school
4. viewing
5. kyle taylors house
6. somehow ended up with nico later on that night?...shit i dont remember

5 favorite things in no order.
1. kissing
2. having fun
3. Nico
4. hangin out with chelsea                                                                     
5. Bein Gangsta

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to.
1. Chelsea
2. Nico
3. Kyle
4. my daddy

[its really hard for me to trust ppl...]

3 wishes. ( of ANYTHING you want)
1. One more day with Joey and ian

2. to be with the one i love...with no problems                                                  
3. For the last week to just dissapear but still know what we know today

2 things you want to do before you die.
1. Tell certain people i love them...cuz im pretty sure most of em dont know it
2. Tell my daddy i love him

1 thing you regret.
One thing i regret is hurting people i love...i regret lying when i did and not speakin up when i shoulda! At the same time i regret saying too much at times that i did! I regret fighting with people and losing friends ALTHOUGH its never FULLY my fault...i still regret it!

What is there to say really? Nothin...Nothin any one can say can make this any better...and that is the truth...this all started out thinkin this was just a sick joke...that Joey and Ian were tryin to pull...but now 3 days later we all realize...it wasnt...this is the furthest thing from a joke! This has affected the lives of over 250 teenagers...proved last night at the candel lighting...There honestly is NOTHIN left to say...the cameras need to be put away...the news people need to GO AWAY...nothin anyone does...no matter how much we cry or talk about it...isnt gonna bring back our boys! Its more than sad to say that there gone and not here but there up there...and im sorry to say...thats where there staying! Theres no coming back...this should help and teach everyone a lesson...this isnt a lesson our teachers can teach us or our parents can...this is a lesson that we have to learn on our own! We need to learn from there mistakes...yes...i wish they could come back and learn from there mistakes...but reality is...they cant...but we can!! Its gonna take a long while for this to sink in...for me or anyone else to realize its over and there gone...cuz ill admit i still think this is a dream that i will wake up from! Although i know its not gonna happen! To all of those who knew Joey, Ian, Dustin, and Josh...im sorry! Nobody deserves to have to pay respects to there friends...definetely not at our age! They didnt deserve this...Nobody deserves what happend to them...but ive always said out of all the friends ive lost and all the shit ive been through i just hope everyone can realize that its true...only the good die young...and i think that statement has just been proven! Our lives are all changed...just like they changed em when they came in...they changed em as they went out! I think i can speak for me and Everyone else who had the pleasure of knowing any of them or all of them that...they are like brothers and basically the best people in the world...they didnt deserve this i cant say that enough...they were a friend to anyone and everyone who knew them...i miss them all...espcially Joey and Ian...

Joey i miss your lil hair flip...as i think we all do...and no matter what everyday im gonna be expecting you to come around that corner right before sixth period...reality is you wont be there...but that isnt true...because no matter what...youll always be with me in my heart...

JOEY BRUCE<3

IAN BAILEY<3

DUSTIN VAN HOOSE<3

JOSHUA FLEMMINGS<3

MAY YOU REST IN PEACE...WE ALL LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!

*~*OnLy ThE gOoD DiE yOuNg bOyS...OnLy ThE gOoD dIe YoUnG...*~*

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yea so theres like alot of people being REALLY immature about this whole situation...Sayin i didnt know them n shit...well ya know what...i dont care what you think..i was linked to everyone of them SOMEHOW...didnt nobody say i was best friends with any of them...and you KNOW who you are...why dont you grow the hell up and realize this is NOT the time to fight with people...personally i DONT like you BUT ya know what? i dont care...we all need to stick to gether and be family and there for each other! So do me a favor...grow the hell up! please and thank you....

I seriously think this song is just...it

Hey Bytches!

So today wasnt that bad of a day! It seems to be gettin better but i mean it always gets worse RIGHT after i say that so tomorrow is more than likely gonna be a shitty day! I probably wont be updating alot cuz i work like ALL the TIME!! Im like "are you kiddin me"!! thats outrageous!! i get like ONE day off a week! fuck that! i have a feeling this wont last long!

Tomorrow- Gotta work from 3 to 9 that shall be fun times! uhh i take my Science OGT also! WooT WooT!! Cant wait to fail it!

Friday- Dont have to work cuza the big Wayne Game! Last home game! So So sad...its senior night so my bubby will be out there n stuff!! Im goin with my dearest Chelsea Dawn I LOVE YOU CD!!

Saturday- BK and CD go dark brunette and highlights lol...thats basically what our day consists of saturday! Then that night my brother will be coming to get us and were all goin out! Lookin to get messed up i shall say! Maybe idk...i went straightedge Monday...no drinkin...no smoking...and yes...its true...no sex! Im like holy fuckin shit...no sex...how in the world will i live! idk but i had a cig today in my purse ready for me after school cuz im soooooooo needing one...and effin NICO TOOK IT!! i was like are you kiddin me??? He said no!! UGH!! I love that kid but damn i hated him right then! Lol...hes only doin it for me though so that makes it better : ) !!

Sunday- Claimed Do NOTHIN but lay around day from now on!!

Well im out late

xoxo Brittney

**B-KiZzLe**--- They walk down the halls and look the other way...but deep down inside they BOTH know it wasnt suppose to end this way!

!! HeYa!! ByTcHeS!!

HoWs It gOoD iN tHe HoOd???

SuNdAy!! ->Was a good day cuz i didnt have to go to schooL!! YAY!! LoL!! Anyways!! So i went out driving all day basically! yay!

MoNdAy!! ->A pretty good day at schooL! i guess...yea but schools gay no matter what!

ToDaY!! ->A good day! I made my mommy n lil sister dinner! YaY...all american meal...Hot dogs and french fries YAY!! lol nd right now im on the phone with mark...ugh gay!

GOT A JOB!! LOL! DONT MAKE FUN OF ME BUT I WORK AT THE MCDONALDS IN WALMART! LOL!!

Any ways...good day i guess! late

In the words of B-KiZzLe ...i dont think your leavin...i think your running and what i cant figure out is if your running towards something you want or running away from something your afraid to want!!

 There are days that I love you -and- days that I dont. Days I'd like to be friends -and- days that I wont. Days I'll pick up the phone and give you a call. Days I'm so sad I dont want to talk to you at all. Days I look back at all the things that we shared. Days I question myself if you really even care. There's so many things I wish I could say..but I'm scared it will all come out in the wrong way. No matter how much time goes by - I'll always be by your side, cause I couldnt stop loving you if i tried

Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad." This story is sad and unpleasant but true, So young people take heed, it could have been you.